Sunday, December 26, 2010

19.12.2010

tarikhhh ape tuu ? heeeheeee tuu tarikhhh sayeee bersameee dgn babyyy boyy JOL , heeheeeeee , okayyy mesti korang ingat aku nie ape en sebab bertuka tuka bf ?! weyyyyyy , semuaaa bf2 yang aku kenal sume macam sial ahhh , and aku cepat fallin love , so aku harap sgtt yang nie dia okayy , and akuu tahuuuu mmg dia okayy and yang nie mesti kekal punye , insyaallah ! heeeeee , diaaa comel , baik , caring , loving , understandingg and sume yang baik2 ade kat dia , dia memangg ade ciri2 bf terbaikkk and aku beruntungg sgtt dapattt diaa , dia penahh nyanyii untukk akuu tao ! suaraaa diaa sumpahh comel pluss macho !! ee sukaaaaa2 , sampaii laa aku tertido heeheeeeee thanks b tydokann syggg , heeeeeeeeeeee (: guys , please respect our relastionshipp okayy , jgn laa nak buat cite bodoh yang ntah ape2 , even korang buat punn , kiteorg ignore jee sebab kiteorg trust each other , so mmg tade gunee punn kalau korang buat cite bukan2 , buang mase laaa fuckerr !! hahahahaha bodo !! b , iloveyouu and you know that right ? please don't leave me and love me with all ur heart , yahh i know b dah buat punn sume tuu sampaii berhenti keje sebab sygg :'( omg feel guilty sgtt , tapi benda dah berlaku kann , thankkss sgtt sygg , sorryy for everythinggg yah ? :'( I do love youu more than everythinggg , only you and just youu in my heart right now babyyyyy , remember thatt !! FOREVER WITH YOU SAYANGGG <3


My hubby bunny , Iloveyouuu sayanggggg muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :*

Saturday, December 18, 2010

MISS HIM SO BADLYYY :'(

ohhh my god , i miss himmm and i need himmm so muchhh , butt dah buat decisionnn tak nakk contact ngn dia seminggu , arghhhhhh like wanna die right now , i wantttt himmmmm , :'( evenn aku selalu sakit hati and jealouss bilaa diaa dengannn budakkk tuuuu tapii aku lagyy sakit bilaa dia tade besama aku :'( macam mane nak tenanggg ehh ? haihhh god please help me :'( hari demi hari teringatkann dia sampaiii tydo sekarangg punn dah tak cukupp , gilaa perasaan akuu nie tak boleh hilanggg , perasaan cintaa dohhhh , sumpah cinta dia sgtt2 , tapii tuu laaaa , dah tade jodohh , seriuss ahh bolehhh gilaa macam niee , and now nak tryy lupakann diaa and nak tryy lupakann perasaan aku kat diaa , hope akuuu bolehhh , yes aku BOLEHH !! NAK LUPAKANNNN DIAAA !!!! baruuu 5 harii kott tak contact dah macammm orang hilangg akal ape lagi aku nak pegy jauhh dari dia nantii , hmmmmmmmm :'( tak sanggup rasenyee tapi aku kene jugakk , aku kene pakse diri akuu :'( Friends , please support akuu , really2 need you alls to always support me , naikkan semangat aku balek sume , that's all , reallyyyyyyy2 loveee him and nothing could change my love for youuu , hmm goodbye special :'(


poemss nie untukk kauu , hmmmmm sorryyy sebab buatt kauu macam niee :'(

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

New Page !!

Wahhhhhhhhhh cantikk nyee profile blog aku hahahaha okayy laa kott , duaa hari kott buat tak jadi2 , sampai laa aku teringatt someone yangg expert sikitt dalam bidang2 blog nie iaituuu PAKCIK LUKMAN kitee , heeheeeee diaa jirann lame aku act , thankss bangettt yahhhhh menghiass kann blog aku daripada ntah pape jadi macam blog puteri kayangann cewahhhhhh tak pasal2 je aku nie hahahahaha :D cantik kan blog aku ? okayy laaa jugakk , tak suke crowded sgtt , biaa ahhh simple mimple pimple sajeee :) heeeeeeee , and aku ade letak picture2 manusia2 yang always menerangi hidupp akuu ILOVEYOUU ALL muahhh muahhhhh !! cakap okay sapa2 yang rapat ngn aku tuu kalau tade picture dia just bagi tahu okay ? heehee okayy ituuu sajaaaa , ILOVEYOUUUU MY BLOG YANGG COMELL heeeeeeeeee thanksssss LUKMANN oiii !!


ini laaa PAKCIK LUKMAN kitaa heehee thankss kawannnnnnnnnn (:

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Chill out !!

Okay 12.12.2010 first time meet Kundel and Sis Bie , huu haa huu haaa memangg bestt gilaa laa , otak masingg2 macam ntah ape2 je hahahahaa , lagi Sis Bie nie haa , kan kundel kan ? hahahahaha ! terima kasih kepada alep farhan sebab dah anta aku pegy mall , cehh geli ahh , pasto naik moto rambut pun dah macam lahanatt , pegy toilet dulu set2 rambott then jumpaa mereka2 dekat depan kedai ape ntahh , heeee , alolololo masing2 comel2 belakaa , awww i loikeeeee , then pegy MK sis bie dah kebulurann , pasto jumpe dgn 'SYAZWAN' time tuu couple lagi kott , then dia buat aku nie macam ape jee , urrrr pleasee kau tersangat tade manners weyyy , zzzzzzzzzzzz , then pegy beli ticket wayang cite AKU TAK BODOH , memangg macam bangsatt citee diaa bapakk bedekahhhh hahahahahahaha , ci kundel kite admirer kat SI SUDIN , siapakah itu ? kau tengokk ahh cite tuu dulu baru kau tahuu , heeheeee :D pasto merayap2 jap thenn balekk , alaaa tak puasss laa sayangg2 oii ! haihhh , pasto balek2 jee adee irfannn budak comel hahahaha gedikk nyee diaa geramm aku , dah laa comell , urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rase nak cubit pipi kauu tuu gilaaa hishhh gerammmnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -,- tape2 aku saba jee tadi tengok muka kau , hahahahahaa , okay that's all , memangg enjoyy laa dgn korang2 sumee , loveyouuuuu guyssss muahhhhhhhhh <3


with kundel mok mok sayangg kauuuu heee muahhhhhhh <3


siss biee yang gila sportingg , heeheee sygg sis jugaaaa muahhhhhhhhhhh <3

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Stresssssssssssssss !!!!!!

OMG , sekarangg idop aku penuhh dgn stress dan tensionnn , hmmmmmm :'( aku ade rasa yang one day sume org yang aku sayang akan tinggalkan aku , accept for my familyy , now i thinkk my syazwan dah tinggalkan akuu damnnn it :'( aku tade buat salah ape2 punnn , kenapa dgn kauu ? and semalam gado dgn my adopted brother faizal sampai aku dah mintak breakkk , wehhhh aku tade niat nak cakap macam tuuu :'( minahhh gilaaa sekor nie ahh yang buat aku gado dgn faizal , mmg babi ahhhh kannn mulot dia , aku pun tatau ape yang dia cakap kat faizal , faizal punn tuduhh akuu mehh :'( okay sekarang sume org dah tak pecaye aku , padan muka aku laa wehh :'( and stress nie membuatkan aku buat benda bukan2 , tak perlu ahh cakap ape yang aku buat enn , fuckinn music yangg gilaa techno jee aku layan sekarangg sebab boleyy released kan my fuckinn frusted :( tak sabar nak pegy holidayyy sebab nak hilangkan segala stress dan tensionnn and rase nak pegyy jauhhhhh dari batu pahat nie , omg memangg really2 frust laa akuuu sekarangg niee , sedihhnyeee kalau hidupp tak aman macam nie , okay maybe nie dugaan , thanks to abg faizal sbb always be my side and always give me some advice , aku hargai sgtt , loveyouuuu abangggg <3 kau sorangg jee faham aku skrgg hmmmm okay that's all !! fuck off !!


I'm frustrated because
I can't tell if it's real
Frustrated because
I don't know how you feel
I'm frustrated because
We didn't talk last night
Frustrated because
We can't make things right
I'm frustrated because
There is no trust
Frustrated because
I know that's must
I'm frustrated because
I need you night and day
Frustrated because
I can't have things my way
I'm frustrated because
You don't want to take my hand
I'm frustrated because
I can't get you to understand
I'm frustrated because
I can't feel your gentle touch
Frustrated because
I miss you so damn much
Frustrated because
We can't be together
I'm frustrated because
Even through everything I'll love you forever

Saturday, December 4, 2010

SYAZWAN BIN JAAFAR !!



thissss is my truee loveee , and now , he is my eveythinggggggg , i do love him more than any guyy , yahh i know before this aku adee sayang sorangg niee , butttt syazwan dah ubah segale galenyee , diaa laa yang paling utama dalam hidup aku yang boleh buat aku bahagia , aku sayangg diaa sangattt , kenapa kau tak penah nak pecaya sayangg ? kenapaa ?!! hmmmm :'( aku tahu aku dah banyak buat kau sakit hati , tapi aku akan berubahh , aku punn dah janji kan ? aku akan pegang janji aku and cuba jadi yang tebaik untuk kau , untuk kau sorangg je sayangg , pleasee trust me , and never say 'leave me' again okay ? hmmmmm , i do really need youu in my life , every second , every hour and everydayy , onlyy youu that i wanna meet everdayy , i want youu to always beside me , remember that i really love youu , more than everythingggg , iloveyouuuuuuuu so stronggggg and nothingg could change that , alwaysssssssssssssss want to be with youu , muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away